(fanfiction) SHINee-strong baby

I Hate u, Plagiarism!
Author         : flamingT
Main cast     : SHINee
Support cast : Leetuk SJ
Gendre         : humor, friendship, nc
Rating          : pg 15,yaoi

Alkisah  disebuah kota di Indonesia, ada seorang mahasiswa yang sedang stress memikirkan skripsinya yang belum kelar-kelar juga dari 1 tahun yang lalu (???).  Dia adalah Choi Minho. Karena saking stressnya memikirkan skripsi yang bahkan bahan ama judulnya juga belum tau sama sekali, Minho berniat bunuh diri di menara Eiffel malam ini juga. Tapi karena hal itu tidak mungkin dilakukan karena dia sekarang bukan berada di Paris, tapi lagi nangkring diperapatan ciamis nungguin teman senasibnya, Lee Jinki. 

(c.prib) Postingan gaje

hari ini males banget nge post! 
males online dan sebagainya..

alhasil cuma mau nge post ini buat hari ini.

(c.prib) Last Farewell

I don't wanna be without you boy (Got me slowly dying)
Where did we go wrong my boy (Why can't we keep on trying)
I don't wanna be without you boy (I gave my heart to you)
Going outta my mind, cuz I love you, I need you boy

(c.prib) puyeng belajar kewirausahaan

hari Kamis adalah hari yang berat

kenapa harus ada belajar kewirausahaan??
gue emang ngerti soal wirausahaan2, tapi bukan berarti ngerti soal teorinya.
beribet amat yah tuh kewirausahaan.
ngertiin ini lah itu lah.. melihat apakah ada peluang usaha? kerugian? modal? resiko?

(cucol) G A L A U

SHINee di Indonesia 

dan gue ga bisa nonton! ga bisa liat SHINee! ga bisa ke Korea-Indonesia week.

`good job`

mengapa jarak dan waktu menghalangi kita untuk bertemu, SHINee? 

tahu kah kau darimana aku tahu?

ku tak suka dirimu

dirimu yang bagaikan tak melihat diriku ada

dirimu yang menganggapku hanya biasa

dirimu yang merasa aku sama saja

kau tak kenal diriku

diriku yang begitu inginkanmu

diriku yang tak bisa menggapaimu

diriku yang tak bisa mewujudkan mimpiku

tahukah kau?

aku sudah banyak tahu

tahu sesuatu yang kau tak tahu dari mana aku mengetahuinya?

Lies

Lying that you love me, lying that you miss me
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.
It has to be you, no, no, it can only be you.
Why do you push me away, why do you try to put my hand down.
How did this happen, how did it become like this.
I shouldn’t do this, I know, but I just can’t let you go.
Lying that you love me, lying that you miss me
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.
Even though I wish for this to be a dream, it’s no use.
(*Literally it means ‘Even though I wish for this to be a lie)
What should I do, what should I do when you leave.
Was it like this to begin with, cold-blooded love
(*Literally “love that leaves coldly”)
You are so bad, you are such a bad person,
Making me cry like this.
Lying that you love me, lying that you miss me
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.
Lying to me to leave, lying to me to not look back,
Lying to me to never look for you again, all of them are lies
Lying to me to forget you, lying to me we are all over.
No matter how many times I think it through, I cannot live without you, please come back.
I I I I feel like dying, I can’t do anything without you.
I I I I just keep crying, the word “goodbye” doesn’t come into my head
(*Literally “I cannot admit myself to say good bye”)
Again, my heart aches, I think I’m gonna go crazy.
Please come back, come back to me.

Obsession

My hands tremble more. I’ll lose my focus shortly
Why my broken legs standing here
I can’t even remember, I become scared

Where are you, who has laughing until just now

(Why) Have fun noises left me? You’re far away
(Why) Is it getting dim? These scars are like shackles

Curse me, curse me for letting go
My collapsed heart is screaming
Don’t throw me away, don’t leave me alone
Want you, I want you like crazy
Your lips that left me shouldn’t love
Don’t love me, I threw you away

All I wanted was simply to give you an endless love
I had no idea that more excessive love would strangle you
Those days when I was torn from my wounded heart
A love that lost its way, I fill up with tears

(Why) Is it that I still only bring out sad hellos
(Why) Just until today, don’t push me away

I hope that you’ll catch on
That I’m a different you
I even embrace your. Nightmare from last night
Don’t let go of my hand

Your side, your side that has become cold
Don’t leave me, my torn heart. Don’t become even further away
Although I’m holding your hand
Remember, end it, I can’t forget you
I won’t forget my pain of being thrown away
I can’t forget it, you gave it to me

Even the reason I love became a sin
The deep wounds slowly.

Burnt up and turned to ash
But to forget will be more painful than to lose it
As I kill my breath, I’m going to die. From the agony of goodbye
Bring it back to that moment

Don’t throw me away

I LOVE U

Your traces that my heart is filled with
Makes me able to breathe
When the long night is colored by the moonlight
Will the inescapable wait all end?
I wish for a miracle and ask and answer myself

Oh, I can’t tell you about me
Who wants to reach your heart
Like the starlight hidden behind the cold clouds
I love you, in the end, this painful confession
That lingers at the edge of my lips slide down in tears

This arrow that’s reached my heart
Feels like a part of my body now
Even though it hurts to death
I can’t remove you, who’s stuck in my heart
Because it’s love
Because for me, it’s love

*Even if I can’t have you
In the end, even when my heart is blocked
By the wall of sad connection
I love you, if it’s a place
where I can just watch you
Because you’re my everything

I stay up for so many nights
When the starlight becomes rain
That doesn’t stop like my tears
Remember that I loved you

It’s not tough, oh no
Because you have to be mine
In order for you to be you
Even if it hurts
Even if you make me cry
I love you

Saat ini, detik ini

apa yang gue rasakan sekarang sama kaya lirik-lirik lagu ini. T^T

karena : Kamis, 30 September 2010 

Vierra - seandainya

Kelak kaukan menjalani hidupmu sendiri
melukai kenangan yang tlah kita lalui
yang tersisa hanya aku sendiri disini
kau akan terbang jauh menembus awan…
memulai kisah baru tanpa diriku…
Seandainya kau tau…
ku tak ingin kau pergi
meninggalkanku sendiri bersama bayanganku
seandainya kau tau…
akukan slalu cinta
jangan kau lupakan kenangan kita slama ini
Kelak kaukan menjalani hidupmu sendiri
melukai kenangan yang tlah kita lalui
yang tersisa hanya aku sendiri disini
kau akan terbang jauh menembus awan…
memulai kisah baru tanpa diriku…
Seandainya kau tau…
ku tak ingin kau pergi
meninggalkanku sendiri bersama bayanganku
seandainya kau tau…
akukan slalu cinta
jangan kau lupakan kenangan kita slama ini
Seandainya kau tau
ku tak ingin kau pergi… ooo…
meninggalkanku sendiri bersama bayanganmu
seandainya kau tau
akukan slalu cinta…
jangan kau lupakan kenangan kita slama ini…hoo…
slama ini…

Laluna - selepas kau pergi

Selepas kau pergi
Tinggallah  disini ku sendiri
Ku merasakan sesuatu
Yang tlah hilang di dalam hidupku

Dalam lubuk hatiku
Ku  yakin kaupun sebenarnya tak
Inginkan lepas dariku
Tahukah kau kini ku terluka

Bantu aku membencimu
Ku terlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu
Berarti untukku

Kau telah mencinta
Dan di cintai kekasihku
Ini tak adil bagiku
Hilanglah damba tinggallah hampa

Bantu aku membencimu
Ku terlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu
Berarti untukku



Bantu aku membencimu
Ku terlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu
Berarti untukku

Lupakanku dalam hidupmu
Yang pernah mencintaimu
Kau memang tercipta
Bukanlah Untukku

Selepas kau pergi
Tinggallah disini ku sendiri
Kumerasakan sesuatu
Yang tlah hilang di dalam hidupku

Hanya sebuah postingan

ok. setelah mendapat saran dari seorang kaka kelas-yang jika bertemu dengan gue-mukanya menyiratkan bahwa-dia tidak ingin bertemu gue-karena-takut akan menambah gosipnya di sekolahan.. ahahaha --v
akhirnya gue berinisiatif untuk memanfaatkan blog-yang-tidak-terurus ini dengan postingan tentang kehidupan gue sehari-hari.
Karena gue orangnya emang susah cerita soal isi hati yang sebenarnya dengan orang lain, dan lebih suka ngomong ataupun ngomel-ngomel gak jelas di situs-situs jejaring sosial yang udah terprivate secara baik agar orang yang lagi diomongin gak tau bahwa gue lagi ngomongin dia.. huahahaha.

di mulailah semuanya..